So Far Away.

"Never feared for anything.

Never shamed but never free.

A laugh that healed the broken heart with all that it could.

Lived the life so endlessly.

Saw beyond what others see.

I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could.

Will you stay?

Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our features hold

Foolish lies of growin' old

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request

A perfect chapter laid to rest

Now and then I try to find a place in my mind.

Where you can say,

You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.

The ones that we love are here with me.

Lay away a place for me

'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way

To live eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned

Place and time always on my mind

And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

I love you

You were ready

The pain is strong enough to despise

But I'll see you

When He lets me

Your pain is gone, your hands are tied.

So far away.

And I need you to know

So far away

And I need you to,

Need you to know..."

Dedicated To Cody Morris, His favorite band.

You were so young, and so full of life. And so very special. You didn't have a mean bone in your body. 

One of my very last memories with you was you making a brownie-cake for you mum, stoned off your ass. I guess your promise is invalidated now huh?

I was going to visit you at the hospital, but your not there anymore, instead you are gone. 

I sincerely hope there is a Heaven, so that I can see you again. 

It's so hard to believe your gone...

I miss you already. I'll miss the way you always bummed ciggarrettes off me, and I always gave you one. I'm sorry for hitting you in the nuts the last time we saw each other. And I will never regret coming to hang out that night. Did you have a fun guys day? I really hope you did. You were one of the best friends I had. Smoking out of the gravity bong with you will always be one of my favorite memories of you. I don't blame you Cody, for anything. Not even for taking so many pills, but I wish I was there to help. To show you that I love you when you most needed it. I would say I was sorry for all the times I was mean to you, but you know that's just how I am right?

God, I miss you. I can't believe your gone. Our family will always be incomplete without you. I regret not being able to give you anymore bad haircuts, and never being able to receive one of your hugs again. You gave the best hugs ever. I still have the scratches on my back. I'll always remember you. Please look down on me wherever you are. 

Bob Marley said:

Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction.

I wish you had known that quote the night you decided to party to hard. You were one of the best people I knew. There's way to much to even say to you. Why did you have to leave?

R.I.P Cody, and may you permanently be high. 

Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake Up and Live! -Your idol, Bob Marley.