'Fly with me, die with me babe.'

-Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows. 
LOVE
Definition:
Nature's way of tricking people into reproducing.
Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone. Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete. This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them. Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go. -Compliments of the Urban Dictionary.  My question is; does love truly exist?  Or is it just something that we think does?  It it possible to truly love someone without the act of experiencing a tragedy together? Is it possible for teenagers to fall in love? What was Romeo and Juliet had real? Or just a moment of lust? These are the questions that plague me. I do not find myself often in relationships, because frankly I do not find myself attracted to anyone.  I often wonder, is something wrong with me? Or am I just hard to please? Are my expectations to high? Would lowering them be settling for something less than I deserve? What do I deserve?  One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love. -Sophocles

Let's Talk About Drugs.

All too many young people are receiving mixed messages and inaccurate information about drugs. -John Walters

Sure, everyone wants to look for that minute to escape, but alot of drugs don't make you feel right, take it from someone who knows. I had continuously tried drugs for the past couple of years experimenting on this and that. However, they might have made me feel good for a small amount of time, but the after effects were not as great. Most drugs are made to make you feel a certain way, and often times good, but afterwords you feel worse. Your body feels worse along with your mind. Prescription drugs are the worst because if they are not used as directed they often lead to side effects such as: kidney disease, liver failure, brain damage, coma's, panic attacks, mental disorders (i.e. schizophrenia, depression, and manic-depression.), among the fact that you lose the ability to care about anything but getting out and partying.
     I have now been sober for almost 5 months from everything except alcohol. Drugs do not fix your problems, and mixing pills and alcohol is about the worst decision you can make. I have a friend who I just recently learned had overdosed and is now in the hospital. He mixed  Xanie's with Alcohol, Marijuana, and Spice. He fell into an unconscious state, and because of this his body was trying to reject the drugs making his stomach try to pump itself resulting in puke that looked like black tar. No one knows how he is doing in the hospital, and the group of friends that he was with were reluctant to call the hospital at first.
     If you ever happen to come into a situation like this it is best to call the hospital and inform them of the persons condition. If you do not do so in a timely manner, the person could die. You make think that's it's their fault for mixing all the drugs, and you may have tried to warn them; but when someone is on the verge of dying the best route is to make sure that they are at a hospital where some professionals can take care of them. Depending on how much the person took, they still might die, but you doing the best you can is all that matters. If you happen to have a friend who overdoses do not blame yourself because it is not your fault.

    I knew a guy who was addicted to heroine, he was homeless and all he wanted was someone to love him and to help so that he could stop his drug use. He had gotten his younger brother addicted to it and because of that he had overdosed and died. This man, let's call him Blake, was very torn up about the situation. Blake was only 19, with a family who did not really care about him or his whereabouts. Because of his drug addiction he could not find a job and often times spent his night either bumming it a friends house or spending the night behind a dumpster. Him, and the other heroin addicts that he hung out with would panhandle around the area that they lived in, asking before for money 'for the bus' or for gas for his friends car. I know that it is a recession and that times are hard, but getting addicted to a drug that takes over your whole life does not help the situation at all. Blake died, 2 years ago on Christmas from a heroin overdose behind a dumpster in some part where no one knew him. Blake died alone because of his addiction.
     If you think you are addicted or have a friend who is, please seek help immediately. These deaths are 100% preventable.

But I will say that the drugs are much more ferocious then they used to be. There are people wrecking their lives with addiction, which seems much more severe. -Armistead Maupin

Sometimes Hate Can Be So Beautiful.

-Destroy, Rebuild, Until God Shows.
Often times, people throw around the word 'hate' to carelessly.
But I can tell you that there are a few people in the world that I know for a fact that hate is the only way I can describe them.
I will not go into the details about why I hate these people, but I will tell you it stems from the fact of how they treated me.
Now I have tried the forget and forgive thing, but if it's one thing that life has taught me, it's this quote that stemmed from the chaotic mass that is my brain.

Always forgive, but never forget. -Your friend, The Rebel Without A Cause

Now, you may wonder why I am saying never forget, but that is because, if you forget what someone has done to you that was wrong in some way, you set yourself up for the possibility of it happening again.  Of course we don't want to hold a grudge, but in my honest opinion if someone has done you greatly wrong then you have every right to hold that grudge until they somehow make the situation better. But you must remember the consequences of holding said grudge to strongly.

• Lack of sleep. 
• Eating either more or less. 
• Poor attitude towards the wrong person. 
• The inability to be truly happy. 

Why Is It?

Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it.  -Bruce Lee

That people have trouble being themselves?

  Through your adolescent period, you often question who you really are. The adolescent time if time for you to become yourself, and to discover who you really are. Often people are good people at heart, if you trust in yourself, you are sure to make the decisions that are right for you. You come upon a friend, who seems to be really popular but you aren't so you try and emulate her, but the problem with that is that people can see through you, see that you are not being who you want to be. Often times, when we try and be someone else our personality's come off as fake, or insincere. The most important The most important quality in a person is that they be true to themselves.

   
 

Let's Talk About Music.

I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music.  -Billy Joel

Now, there are all type's of music.
And because of all the different types there are types that are perfect for your mood, your day, your life, a good book, a good movie.
Music heals the soul. It helps you express things in a way that normally you could not without the melody, or without those lyrics.
To be a true artist, in my opinion, you have to love what you produce and it has to have meaning.
Unlike the music now-a-days.
The popular songs that speak about nothing but have a catchy tune.
I am not going to lie, I like those songs.
But my favorite bands are often older, like The Beatles, (Which I am sure you noticed because of my John Lennon quotes) or Nirvana.
I like music that means something, that speaks to the soul.
The more meaning to the lyrics, the better the song.
Lyrics are everything.
I like some new music too, like the band 'Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows'.
My favorite song by then is called Graveyard Dancing, enjoy.

Let's Talk About Being FAT.

 Although beauty may be in the eye of the beholder, the feeling of being beautiful exists solely in the mind of the beheld. -Martha Beck

Do you hate not looking the way you want to?
Well, I've got something to tell you. 
You are beautiful, not matter what. 
Not because what you look like on the outside but because who you are on the inside.  
However, I am like most people and I am not happy with my appearance or the extra weight that I carry around.
So I recently found out about this weight loss supplement, that's not really a supplement at all because it's an African Mango. 
Turns out it makes you loose like 30 pounds a month or some crap, without really changing what you do now. 
Although you can't eat after 8 o'clock, (I'm a big fan of midnight snacks.) 
So this will be a problem for me. 
But it is said that this product will help America's obesity problem. 
I just thought it was an interesting article and thought I should share it with you guys. 
Much Love. 
Rebel.

I Don't Believe In Killing Whatever The Reason!

-John Lennon.

Isn't John Lennon's quote ironic? Considering the fact that he was murdered? 
I have never believed in the death penalty. 
Even though yes they are killing and yes they did do wrong. 
But what are we getting out of killing them? 
Another dead human being. 
I am not 100% in God, but I do believe that when you are killing someone all you are doing is wasting their potential in life. 
Everyone makes mistakes. 
And who is to judge on whether their reason for killing said person is not authentic?
Not a GOOD enough reason? 
I'm sorry I am ranting, but killing gets me worked up. 
Whether it's a helpless animal for SPORT, or a human for crimes. 
When did killing become a sport?

Why Is It?

Ramblings on the way things are....
 Why is it that in movies, they make who they are portraying alot attractive then they actually were?
Like with Nowhere Boy about John Lennon and forming the Beatles.
Here is Aaron Johnson who played John Lennon:

Not to be rude, because I love John Lennon because of his music and who he portrayed himself as, but clearly Aaron is way better looking. Do they think we won't watch the movie unless they are ugly? Even though it is historical? I believe that we focus to much on the looks and not so much on the personality. If you aren't pretty, or if you aren't skinny then you aren't accepted. But everyone can lose or gain weight, and that is easy when compared to trying to change yourself, because real change comes from within.

Everybody loves you when you're six foot in the ground.
-John Lennon.

To me, John Lennon is a great inspiration, he fought for peace and love while not turning into the constant jerk that most famous people turn out to be. I love everything about John Lennon including his music. If I could go back in time, and tell him how much I appreciated his music, I would. Without a doubt that is my one wish in life.
Rest In Peace John Lennon, and may you forever be loved. 

Let's Talk About Gay Marriage.

 I'm not convinced about marriage. Divorce is so easy, and that fact that gay people are not allowed to marry takes much of the meaning out of it. Committing yourself to one person is sacred. -Natalie Portman

Here are my thoughts:
If church and state are separate, then why does state have a problem with gay people getting married?
It just annoys me, because if there would be a problem with it, it would  be because of the church.
Which their shouldn't even be a problem there because God made us all equal as it says in the bible.
What is with America people?
Woman had to fight for rights.
African Americans had to fight for rights.
And now the gay community!
I thought that we were past this.
We are literally blind.
At least they love each other!
I think we should do something for the young couple, who are being separated, click here to read the heart breaking story.
Maybe make a whole blog dedicated?
Or a petition and then e-mail it to our loving president? (detect the sarcasm in that? I know it's kind of hard because you are just reading these words on the screen and you cannot hear my voice.)
Comment if you agree, and all that. 

Ahh, The Irony Of It All.

 Humor is everywhere, in that there's irony in just about anything a human does. -Bill Nye (The Science Guy!) 

So, after making my first blog and getting it all set up plus the excruciating (ha ha) task of answering questions on the blogger help on google blogger, my account had then been deactivated with only the hope of a sms message or voice call to be reactivated.
Now, I have no phone on which to do that at the moment, so it was a very heartbreaking moment in which I went through a bunch of trouble to create a new e-mail, google account, and blog.
Hopefully, the same thing won't happen again.
Here are some warnings about what my blog will be like:
Me ranting on authority (comes with the name.)
Me wishing I had better judgement (comes with the personality.)
And alot of funny computer faces because that is my specialty. 3:
Now, please comment, and follow.
Humor me people.