Friday, October 14, 2011

So, I'm back.

But I can't get into the coffee shop guys.
Been pretty stressful lately.
Had to go vegan because of an allergy to eggs and milk.
Still smoking, going through ALOT of shit lately.
So, I probably won't even post on here.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

A Meaningful Blog.

When I was younger, my biggest fear of dying.
Then when I got older it was dying a virgin.
And now, my biggest fear is losing all those that I love and dying before I find that one special person.
I don't want to be wandering around in the afterlife with no clue of what love really is.
Lately, as my grandmother gets older, I fear what will become of me after her death.
I can truly say that I love my grandmother more than I love anyone else on this planet.
I believe that her death will destroy the person I am, leaving me an empty husk.
I cannot face death, I still haven't accepted that Cody's gone.
I don't believe I ever will.
I think to often, and to much.
I always wonder things like: is my other half out there? What if I get cancer? Am I unloveable?
I know I worry to much.

But honestly, life terrifies me, not death.

Friday, September 9, 2011

A Poem From A Chat Room.

It started so well, that late winter's night.
Quite hot she looked, i must say at first sight.
Her shirt she took off, with naught even a care.
And that's when i saw, this girl was covered in hair.
And so i said unto her, while i do crave some nookie.
I'll be damned my dear, if i sleep with a wookie.

A Little Less Swamped.

So I have been working my butt of to get most of my work done, which I have.
I have to say, I am a bit proud of myself, you know besides going back to smoking.
:[
So today, I am going to get my check and buy some things that I need.
Like more cartridges for my electronic ciggarette.
I think I broke the n on my keyboard too because half the time it decides not to work sometimes.
I haven't been keeping up on my sign language, maybe I should find a free class somewhere with people I can practice with?
Well, more meaning full blogs and such later, ta-ta.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

A Little Behind.

So, since I am new to this whole online school plus trying to learn sign language at the same time I am a little lost in my life. I do nothing all day but procrastinate, and I fear it is only going to get worse. So far I am so behind in alot of my classes and I have a lot of making up to do. However, I just can't seem to focus. I found a new favorite song. I'm waiting for my one, true love. I want to be skinny, but I'm lazy and can't seem to stop eating. I miss someone, I want to crawl in a whole. I'm hot and cold. All the time. I watched Slumdog Millionaire last night, great movie. I wish someone loved me like that.  I'm going to go and try to catch up and get my life in order, so for the next couple of days I will not be on here. <3

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Just Thought I Should Share This.

Calling her FAKE won't make you REAL.
Calling her DUMB won't make you SMART.
Calling her WEAK won't make you STRONG.
Calling her UGLY won't make you BEAUTIFUL.
Calling her MEAN won't make you NICE.
Calling her SLUT won't make you KIND-HEARTED.
Calling her RUDE won't make you POLITE.

It's Much To Quiet In Here!

I seriously feel like I am going a bit crazy.
I mean I know I was crazy to begin with, but lately I'm just like UGH.
And all I can think about is the tattoo I want to get on the back of my neck...
I've been chain smoking and considering I want to quit and this is the last pack I'm buying it's a bad idea.
I just want to scream all my anguish out at the world.
Pull my hair and just let everything go, but then people would really think I was crazy.
If I screamed enough, would all the pain go away?
I think I am going to try that tonight into a pillow, it used to make me feel better.
But will it now? Will it work?
I'm just so confused now, I don't know what I am doing with my life, I feel numb.
I don't feel anything, ever.
I don't get excited, happy, sad.
Just angry, all the time. It's like the only emotion I can feel anymore.
I feel antsy, like I just want to destroy something, smash it against the wall.
It's much to quiet it here! I want to disappear. I can hear myself thinking to clear.
 I think I am going to find something I don't care about and just smash it into a million pieces, feel the satisfaction of destroying something.

UPDATE: Destroyed an old phone, not satisfying enough, need glass.

So I Had Anger Issues Before.

But now they are just being completely ridiculous.
I am getting mad about everything, and I understand that's what is supposed to happen when a dear friend passes away but it's...hard.
I could barely control my anger normally but now it's just insane.
Especially with my sister.
Like today my mom told me I would get my phone back in two weeks if my sim card was returned by tonight.
Problem is, I wasn't the one who took it, my sister was.
So I have no clue where it's at, or what she did with it.
And so far, after I told her the news she hasn't even moved off the couch.
I want my phone.
I tore apart my room looking for it and I didn't see it anywhere.
She's just SITTING there at the damn computer.
I fucking hate her.
I hate my mom too, because of the way of how different she treats us.
My sister is obviously the favorite, it hasn't even been a month since my sister got grounded, and she gets her phone back tomorrow.
I've been grounded for two months, and I have to wait two weeks.
Fuck this, I just want to be 18 already, get the fuck outta town.
Get the fuck outta here.
Leave forever and never come back.
I need a cigarette.


Wednesday, August 31, 2011

So I Have To Admit.

I'm not much for modern music, or 'screamo'. 
However this new band has caught my attention. 
Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows, or D.R.U.G.S. 
I like the meaning behind everything about them, from their video's, name of songs, and especially the band name. 
I can relate to a lot of their songs, and I have to say I have fallen a bit in love with the band. 
I never thought that this band would be any good when my friends showed it to me [because most of them aren't.] 
But to me, this band is amazing. 
I love how everything they do is FILLED with meaning, unlike most bands.
Here are the lyrics :
If I'm your salvation, welcome to hell.
 
If you're looking to me I must confess.
You'll not get an answer, lost deep in loneliness.
I'm just a question, I'm just full of passion.
You aim and you miss.
If we keep fighting who we are we won't get anything.

It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I feel too much, feel too much.
But, I can't find my heart.
It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I think too much, think too much.
And then I fall apart.
Like stabbing in the dark.

I said "I'm me" like I'm an answer.
Just a question who missed a complete disaster.
Just a person, probably the worst one.
Loose-lipped and shoulders chipped.
If we keep fighting who we are we won't get anything.

It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I feel too much, feel too much.
But, I can't find my heart.
It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I think too much, think too much.
And then I fall apart.

Still, I'm here.
I'm singing for you.
Still, I'm here.
I'm singing for you.

It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I feel too much, feel too much.
But, I can't find my heart.
It's like I'm stabbing in the dark, stabbing in the dark.
It's like I think too much, think too much.
And then I fall apart.
Like stabbing in the dark.

Whoa, whoa, whoa.
I'm singing for you.
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Still, I'm here.
I'm singing for you.

My Quest To Stop Smoking. Day One.

This will be a continued series updated and such, in-between my other blogs.
So while walking the other night, I decided I no longer liked the way I could barely breath.
I started wheezing and coughing and such, so I have decided that I am going to quit smoking!
And the taste has begun to disgust me, it doesn't relieve my stress anymore but ads to it instead. -_-
But not like COLD TURKEY. I have decided that the pack yesterday is the last pack I will ever buy!
I am going to get an electronic cigarette called White Dragon this Friday from the Swap Meet.
Then I can smoke in the house! [Yayy!]
And it won't do me any harm and hopefully I'll be able to breath normally again.
That way I can drop 30 something pounds and such without almost dying from coughing!
Then I will feel better about myself and all that. :D

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

JESUS CHRIST.

So most of my blogs have been all serious and stuff, about life and all that.
But seriously, I am sitting in my first [online] math class and I seriously want to shoot myself in the foot.
And the worst part? I am getting all the answers WRONG. 
Most likely because I am blogging instead of paying attention but it's such a remedial class, like 2+2.
And it's just like, JESUS.
Why am I doing this all wrong?
I'm in there, thinking I'm hot shit, and I'm not.
I am glad that no one else is seeing my ridiculous answers.
But the teacher, for the first 20 minutes all she did was talk about how much she LOVES math.
And I can't help but think, deargodkillmenow.

I took this damn class last year [Algebra 2] and I hated it then too!
It's not like I don't get it, because I do, I was just lazy and missed alot of class.
This whole thing is just ridiculous, I can't imagining being face to face with this teacher.
I would just die, or say something rude and ridiculous.
It's hard not to type it right now.
It's like, LADYIAMINTWELFTHGRADENOTFOURTH!
PLEASESPEAKTOMELIKEIAMANADULT.
Why is it so hard for teachers to treat us like we aren't stupid?
With that tone, like we're five.
If I am not here tomorrow, just please know I shot myself because of the idiot way the teacher is speaking.

I just want her to hear a big FUCK YOU.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Soulmates: Real Or Not?

Definition: A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet -- a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful. [Compliments of Urban Dictionary.]

Do they exist?
Is it possible that one person has only one soulmate? And if that's true, what happens when they die? Then are you lonely for the rest of you life? Do you never find the true love you were destined for? Sometimes I believe this to be true, sometimes I wish I could just find my soulmate already. Maybe I have? Maybe I lost him? Is it possible that some of us were born without soulmates? Are we just so complex that we will never find our other half?
Here's a quote from Greek Mythology.
Humans originally consisted of four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces, but Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them.

Is this true?
Penguins mate for life, does that mean that they have found their soulmate?
How come it is so hard for humans to love?
Will I ever know the answers to my questions?
Will I ever find my other half?

Let's Talk About Eating Disorders.


Everybody wants to look perfect, because that's how Hollywood portrays 'normal' people. Hollywood makes fun of celebrities who have gained even the most measly amount of weight. Supermodels are rail thin and they are considered to be the most beautiful girls in the world. But honestly? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and the only person that really matters is you. If you think you are beautiful then you are, no matter physical appearance.  Most beauty comes from the inside, with smiles and kindness. You cannot be ugly, you can only have a horrible personality. Emotions like anger make you ugly. Deceiving people will make you ugly, using people will make you ugly, hurting people on purpose will make you ugly. Being kind, loving, and caring will make you beautiful.
It doesn't matter how much you weigh. It doesn't matter what you look like, all that matters is YOU. You are beautiful for who you are. The only reason to lose weight is if you have health problems. Don't do it to get some guy to like you. Don't resort to anorexia or bulimia because you need to be healthy. Bulimia makes your breath smell and your teeth fall out. Anorexia cam make you too skinny and ultimately kill you. Being skinny is not worth dying. If you want to be skinny, eat healthy, exercise at least 30 minutes a day. There are plenty of resources out there that will help you in your mission to lose weight. Don't make any rash decisions. Take your time, you have your whole life. Remember that you are beautiful no matter what anyone tells you. Keep that in mind when you are trying to lose weight, or when you look in the mirror.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

So Far Away.

"Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A laugh that healed the broken heart with all that it could.
Lived the life so endlessly.
Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could.
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.
Plans of what our features hold
Foolish lies of growin' old

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.
A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind.
Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.
Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.
The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live eternally.
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
I have so much to say but you're so far away.
I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough to despise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied.
So far away.
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to,
Need you to know..."
Dedicated To Cody Morris, His favorite band.
You were so young, and so full of life. And so very special. You didn't have a mean bone in your body. 
One of my very last memories with you was you making a brownie-cake for you mum, stoned off your ass. I guess your promise is invalidated now huh?
I was going to visit you at the hospital, but your not there anymore, instead you are gone. 
I sincerely hope there is a Heaven, so that I can see you again. 
It's so hard to believe your gone...
I miss you already. I'll miss the way you always bummed ciggarrettes off me, and I always gave you one. I'm sorry for hitting you in the nuts the last time we saw each other. And I will never regret coming to hang out that night. Did you have a fun guys day? I really hope you did. You were one of the best friends I had. Smoking out of the gravity bong with you will always be one of my favorite memories of you. I don't blame you Cody, for anything. Not even for taking so many pills, but I wish I was there to help. To show you that I love you when you most needed it. I would say I was sorry for all the times I was mean to you, but you know that's just how I am right?
God, I miss you. I can't believe your gone. Our family will always be incomplete without you. I regret not being able to give you anymore bad haircuts, and never being able to receive one of your hugs again. You gave the best hugs ever. I still have the scratches on my back. I'll always remember you. Please look down on me wherever you are. 
Bob Marley said:
Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction.
I wish you had known that quote the night you decided to party to hard. You were one of the best people I knew. There's way to much to even say to you. Why did you have to leave?
R.I.P Cody, and may you permanently be high. 
Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake Up and Live! -Your idol, Bob Marley. 

Saturday, August 27, 2011

'Fly with me, die with me babe.'


-Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows. 
LOVE
Definition:
Nature's way of tricking people into reproducing.
Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.
The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.
Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.
This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.
It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go. -Compliments of the Urban Dictionary. 

My question is; does love truly exist? 
Or is it just something that we think does? 
It it possible to truly love someone without the act of experiencing a tragedy together?
Is it possible for teenagers to fall in love?
What was Romeo and Juliet had real? Or just a moment of lust?
These are the questions that plague me.
I do not find myself often in relationships, because frankly I do not find myself attracted to anyone. 
I often wonder, is something wrong with me? Or am I just hard to please?
Are my expectations to high? Would lowering them be settling for something less than I deserve?
What do I deserve? 
One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
That word is love.

-Sophocles

Let's Talk About Drugs.

All too many young people are receiving mixed messages and inaccurate information about drugs. -John Walters
Sure, everyone wants to look for that minute to escape, but alot of drugs don't make you feel right, take it from someone who knows. I had continuously tried drugs for the past couple of years experimenting on this and that. However, they might have made me feel good for a small amount of time, but the after effects were not as great. Most drugs are made to make you feel a certain way, and often times good, but afterwords you feel worse. Your body feels worse along with your mind. Prescription drugs are the worst because if they are not used as directed they often lead to side effects such as: kidney disease, liver failure, brain damage, coma's, panic attacks, mental disorders (i.e. schizophrenia, depression, and manic-depression.), among the fact that you lose the ability to care about anything but getting out and partying.
     I have now been sober for almost 5 months from everything except alcohol. Drugs do not fix your problems, and mixing pills and alcohol is about the worst decision you can make. I have a friend who I just recently learned had overdosed and is now in the hospital. He mixed  Xanie's with Alcohol, Marijuana, and Spice. He fell into an unconscious state, and because of this his body was trying to reject the drugs making his stomach try to pump itself resulting in puke that looked like black tar. No one knows how he is doing in the hospital, and the group of friends that he was with were reluctant to call the hospital at first.
     If you ever happen to come into a situation like this it is best to call the hospital and inform them of the persons condition. If you do not do so in a timely manner, the person could die. You make think that's it's their fault for mixing all the drugs, and you may have tried to warn them; but when someone is on the verge of dying the best route is to make sure that they are at a hospital where some professionals can take care of them. Depending on how much the person took, they still might die, but you doing the best you can is all that matters. If you happen to have a friend who overdoses do not blame yourself because it is not your fault.
    I knew a guy who was addicted to heroine, he was homeless and all he wanted was someone to love him and to help so that he could stop his drug use. He had gotten his younger brother addicted to it and because of that he had overdosed and died. This man, let's call him Blake, was very torn up about the situation. Blake was only 19, with a family who did not really care about him or his whereabouts. Because of his drug addiction he could not find a job and often times spent his night either bumming it a friends house or spending the night behind a dumpster. Him, and the other heroin addicts that he hung out with would panhandle around the area that they lived in, asking before for money 'for the bus' or for gas for his friends car. I know that it is a recession and that times are hard, but getting addicted to a drug that takes over your whole life does not help the situation at all. Blake died, 2 years ago on Christmas from a heroin overdose behind a dumpster in some part where no one knew him. Blake died alone because of his addiction.
     If you think you are addicted or have a friend who is, please seek help immediately. These deaths are 100% preventable.

But I will say that the drugs are much more ferocious then they used to be. There are people wrecking their lives with addiction, which seems much more severe. -Armistead Maupin


Sometimes Hate Can Be So Beautiful.

-Destroy, Rebuild, Until God Shows.
Often times, people throw around the word 'hate' to carelessly.
But I can tell you that there are a few people in the world that I know for a fact that hate is the only way I can describe them.
I will not go into the details about why I hate these people, but I will tell you it stems from the fact of how they treated me.
Now I have tried the forget and forgive thing, but if it's one thing that life has taught me, it's this quote that stemmed from the chaotic mass that is my brain.
Always forgive, but never forget. -Your friend, The Rebel Without A Cause
Now, you may wonder why I am saying never forget, but that is because, if you forget what someone has done to you that was wrong in some way, you set yourself up for the possibility of it happening again.  Of course we don't want to hold a grudge, but in my honest opinion if someone has done you greatly wrong then you have every right to hold that grudge until they somehow make the situation better. But you must remember the consequences of holding said grudge to strongly.
  • Lack of sleep. 
  • Eating either more or less. 
  • Poor attitude towards the wrong person. 
  • The inability to be truly happy. 

Friday, August 26, 2011

Why Is It?

Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it.  -Bruce Lee
That people have trouble being themselves?
  Through your adolescent period, you often question who you really are. The adolescent time if time for you to become yourself, and to discover who you really are. Often people are good people at heart, if you trust in yourself, you are sure to make the decisions that are right for you. You come upon a friend, who seems to be really popular but you aren't so you try and emulate her, but the problem with that is that people can see through you, see that you are not being who you want to be. Often times, when we try and be someone else our personality's come off as fake, or insincere. The most important The most important quality in a person is that they be true to themselves.
   
 

Let's Talk About Music.

I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music.  -Billy Joel
Now, there are all type's of music.
And because of all the different types there are types that are perfect for your mood, your day, your life, a good book, a good movie.
Music heals the soul. It helps you express things in a way that normally you could not without the melody, or without those lyrics.
To be a true artist, in my opinion, you have to love what you produce and it has to have meaning.
Unlike the music now-a-days.
The popular songs that speak about nothing but have a catchy tune.
I am not going to lie, I like those songs.
But my favorite bands are often older, like The Beatles, (Which I am sure you noticed because of my John Lennon quotes) or Nirvana.
I like music that means something, that speaks to the soul.
The more meaning to the lyrics, the better the song.
Lyrics are everything.
I like some new music too, like the band 'Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows'.
My favorite song by then is called Graveyard Dancing, enjoy.


Let's Talk About Being FAT.

 Although beauty may be in the eye of the beholder, the feeling of being beautiful exists solely in the mind of the beheld. -Martha Beck
Do you hate not looking the way you want to?
Well, I've got something to tell you. 
You are beautiful, not matter what. 
Not because what you look like on the outside but because who you are on the inside.  
However, I am like most people and I am not happy with my appearance or the extra weight that I carry around.
So I recently found out about this weight loss supplement, that's not really a supplement at all because it's an African Mango. 
Turns out it makes you loose like 30 pounds a month or some crap, without really changing what you do now. 
Although you can't eat after 8 o'clock, (I'm a big fan of midnight snacks.) 
So this will be a problem for me. 
But it is said that this product will help America's obesity problem. 
I just thought it was an interesting article and thought I should share it with you guys. 
Much Love. 
Rebel.

I Don't Believe In Killing Whatever The Reason!

-John Lennon.

Isn't John Lennon's quote ironic? Considering the fact that he was murdered? 
I have never believed in the death penalty. 
Even though yes they are killing and yes they did do wrong. 
But what are we getting out of killing them? 
Another dead human being. 
I am not 100% in God, but I do believe that when you are killing someone all you are doing is wasting their potential in life. 
Everyone makes mistakes. 
And who is to judge on whether their reason for killing said person is not authentic?
Not a GOOD enough reason? 
I'm sorry I am ranting, but killing gets me worked up. 
Whether it's a helpless animal for SPORT, or a human for crimes. 
When did killing become a sport?

Why Is It?

Ramblings on the way things are....
 Why is it that in movies, they make who they are portraying alot attractive then they actually were?
Like with Nowhere Boy about John Lennon and forming the Beatles.
Here is Aaron Johnson who played John Lennon:
Not to be rude, because I love John Lennon because of his music and who he portrayed himself as, but clearly Aaron is way better looking. Do they think we won't watch the movie unless they are ugly? Even though it is historical? I believe that we focus to much on the looks and not so much on the personality. If you aren't pretty, or if you aren't skinny then you aren't accepted. But everyone can lose or gain weight, and that is easy when compared to trying to change yourself, because real change comes from within.

Everybody loves you when you're six foot in the ground.
-John Lennon.

To me, John Lennon is a great inspiration, he fought for peace and love while not turning into the constant jerk that most famous people turn out to be. I love everything about John Lennon including his music. If I could go back in time, and tell him how much I appreciated his music, I would. Without a doubt that is my one wish in life.
Rest In Peace John Lennon, and may you forever be loved. 

Let's Talk About Gay Marriage.

 I'm not convinced about marriage. Divorce is so easy, and that fact that gay people are not allowed to marry takes much of the meaning out of it. Committing yourself to one person is sacred. -Natalie Portman

Here are my thoughts:
If church and state are separate, then why does state have a problem with gay people getting married?
It just annoys me, because if there would be a problem with it, it would  be because of the church.
Which their shouldn't even be a problem there because God made us all equal as it says in the bible.
What is with America people?
Woman had to fight for rights.
African Americans had to fight for rights.
And now the gay community!
I thought that we were past this.
We are literally blind.
At least they love each other!
I think we should do something for the young couple, who are being separated, click here to read the heart breaking story.
Maybe make a whole blog dedicated?
Or a petition and then e-mail it to our loving president? (detect the sarcasm in that? I know it's kind of hard because you are just reading these words on the screen and you cannot hear my voice.)
Comment if you agree, and all that. 

Ahh, The Irony Of It All.

 Humor is everywhere, in that there's irony in just about anything a human does. -Bill Nye (The Science Guy!) 
So, after making my first blog and getting it all set up plus the excruciating (ha ha) task of answering questions on the blogger help on google blogger, my account had then been deactivated with only the hope of a sms message or voice call to be reactivated.
Now, I have no phone on which to do that at the moment, so it was a very heartbreaking moment in which I went through a bunch of trouble to create a new e-mail, google account, and blog.
Hopefully, the same thing won't happen again.
Here are some warnings about what my blog will be like:
Me ranting on authority (comes with the name.)
Me wishing I had better judgement (comes with the personality.)
And alot of funny computer faces because that is my specialty. 3:
Now, please comment, and follow.
Humor me people.